Life? Well, it's okay right now.

Except for the successive deadlines and presentations this week.

It's all right.

Not completely. I'm exhausted from all this endless thinking about things (most are not related to school). My bedtimes become later by the day. Depression seems like it's coming out of nowhere. I miss something.... Um, well.

Blogging. I just can't seem to blog as "freely" as I used to. Sorry if this post was disappointing.


Will end this misery-inducing post by signing off.

Asparagus is the root, er, vegetable of all frustration

I don't know why I should appreciate asparagus. It's something that I can eat, but would rather not eat. So what if a few stalks of it on a steak could raise its price by a few hundred pesos? Value isn't only determined by price. It won't make me like it more.

Why am I so worked out about that darn asparagus?

For the first time in a while, the week has ended and I'm not all that exhausted now. I guess it's because we haven't had any major requirements. The depression has sort of lessened because there were some delightful things that happened. I'm still not sure exactly what those were, but they happened. I also finished the essay I was stuck with, even though I'm not all that satisfied with it.

I still don't believe that it is already the end of the week. The time when you do less work, lay back and sleep. Not this one. I'm still thinking of things and the endless chain of thought hasn't stopped yet. There are different things in my mind, but they, weirdly, are connected to each other. The thing about something I thought was true, then I found out was false, but then heard something related that I'm not sure is true. That, then how it affects my dealings with things related to that concern. Then it goes on. I hope it ends soon. Can't sleep well.


Oh, yeah. And have a good weekend. :)

Signing off.

Hey. It's been a while since I last posted. I've been too busy with the outside world to post. Sorry about that.

Wait, I always use that phrase when I apologize here. Just noticed.

I'm kind of drained right now. I keep on thinking about these nagging concerns at school, both academic (grades, a homework I missed, a quiz I think I failed in, etc.) and non-academic (heheh, can't think of too many examples at the moment so... etc.). And there are some things that I keep on thinking of and can't figure out, like the kind of depression I've been having for a while. Everything just seems to pile up on you. As soon as I've finished my homework, I'm going to bed immediately. They say sleep might calm down stress. But it never really does.

Oh, yeah. I'll try to figure out the slope of the stairs at school to see why I fell from it today. I'm curious about it, for some strange reason.

There is more I want to type about, but my thoughts are, well, messed up tonight.


Signing off.

Post Exam Post

I still feel too tired to post, but at least I got some sleep. The exams are done and it's time to slack off again. Well, not totally. But at least we're through with first quarter and starting off slow again.

I'm not really looking forward to seeing the results of the tests, though. I don't feel like I did my best.

The batch party last night wasn't that bad. Some parts of it were fun. I was just worried about our class presentation because I missed the practice while taking the Bio post quarter test and some "technical difficulties" with my clothes. Not much dancing after the main program. I would have danced if people I knew danced with me. You know that feeling of security while doing something supposedly embarrassing. It still was a great night. The only bad thing was that a cup of cola spilled on the floor. Almost all of my stuff survived the deluge, but my sketchbook ended up all soggy. Meh.

Now, I'm just fooling around with the computer. Photoshop. Layout. I'm out of ideas.

Will post next time.


Signing off.