Sunday, October 29, 2006

Fair. It was fun. Even though I don't have much money left anymore. The photo booth turned out okay. I was able to bike a few times, even though it was expensive. Being caught by the jail booth looked fun. Didn't get to watch most of the Battle of the Bands. Finally had my shift. Didn't get to shoot a single picture (I wish my digicam was working). Had fun at the fair concert.

But I was alone the whole time. *groan*

Oh, well. There are more not-so-lonely days at school to come. We don't have a semestral break.


Signing off.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

I'm here, posting again. Still sick right now, but I feel better than last time. A lot better. My temperature lowered from 38.5 deg Celsius last night to 37.5 right now. And I still don't know what caused it.

I was able to talk to my parents about the problem from last week. It still bothers me, although not as much. I want to see what developments may come tomorrow. What's the problem in the first place? Not telling, but I'm giving some hints. It's something to do with an event I walked into that I wouldn't seem to mind about at all. Not too many people know about that. That's all. I've almost gotten over it.

Now, I'm thinking of how to improve this blog. No matter how much I update, I'm still not satisfied with it. It's hard to explain.

Tag board is still down. Try using the comments.


Signing off.

Saturday, October 21, 2006

I'm Sick

I think I'm coming down with something. I tried measuring my temperature a while ago and read 38 degrees Celsius. I feel drowsy and my thighs still hurt from PE. Yeah, I'm not supposed to be logged in right now and typing this post, but something is just bothering me.

Something else makes me sick and it disturbs me more than a possible infection due to a pathogen. It has something to do with school, something that happened this week. I guess no one else knows that it affected me a lot.


Signing off.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Impatience Leading to Trouble

Weird title. It's a track from the Wild Arms 3 OST. I was looking through the soundtrack when I found this title. It's a coincidence that it

About it: My sister keeps on interrupting me while I'm talking, so I started getting annoyed with her, then we argue. Then Dad scolds everyone, me for not taking command and all the things I find useless that he tells when he gets angry at his kids. Then everyone else at home starts acting like a jerk. I hate it.

And even with patience, it's inevitable that you still get into trouble. With all those things to do at school (Why do we still have so many second quarter requirements after the periodical tests, all of them due this week?), it seems like the trouble never ends.

Gah. And I don't want to start with my grades.

Signing off.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

The world looks as if it's crashing down. That's depressing.

At long last, I get to update this waste of webspace. Now, let's get on with the mental torture.

I'll start with academics. Dreaded academics. The periodical tests were harrowing. After thinking about how I did in all the tests, I think my grades might go down by one or two steps. Everything seems unstable. That's depressing.

I feel like I'm not being true to myself. And that I keep on bottling up what I really feel. I'm scared of seeming like a different person sometimes. Those might be why I feel misunderstood. That's depressing.

The tag board is not working. That's depressing.

Signing off. That's still depressing.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

This is one of those posts about a multitude of things, again.

Again with schoolwork. I got it all under control? Not yet. There's still stuff to worry about. Hope I could resolve those tonight so I'll have more time for other projects in the school days.

Wow. It's only now that I've heard of that release. The rearrangements of some tracks in the series OSTs sound exciting, based on the samples there. Too bad I can't really buy it. Gah, why does shipment have to be so much of a hassle? And while checking that out, I also tried to find some recent news about Wild Arms 5. Can't find many updates. For the meantime, I'm just looking around the WA Japanese site. Can't understand Japanese, though o_O.

And some other stuff.

I feel really sleepy, but I'm really used to staying up late working by now. Just a few more days and the agony will be over-- for a few months.

I want to change my layout now. Still not done coding the other one. I can't come up with a header. Hm, no header...

The info I researched about for the report on suicide is kind of disturbing.

And I haven't reviewed much for the periodical tests which are next week

Ending the randomness. Signing off.