Strange Feeling

Somehow, I don't feel like using the computer these days. I hesitate when I open my e-mail or check the other sites I've visited. I avoid the message boards I joined in the past. I can't even research for school without worrying. The same feeling made me take a long time to get myself to post here. That sensation is so weird and I can't describe it much. It's been going on for a while already.

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I'm too stessed out to talk about it more. Maybe later.

Hello, world

First post, huh? Well...

Call me Gray. I'm just an ordinary kid. Everyone keeps on telling me otherwise. They think I am a genius in anything I do. Modesty aside, I'm an honor student at school and quite popular. The truth is, I don't like all the attention that I get. They never stop praising me, and too much of that really annoys me. It also pressures me to excel, since they expect much from me. There are some times when I just want to be an average kid with an average life, average grades at school and average abilities. I want them to see that deep within the serious, silent and mature person that they see me as, I'm still like people my age; feeling all the joy and pain of growing up.

I want a place to express my feelings besides the themes they make us do at school, that's why I started a blog. I've tried writing in a journal before, but everything in there will just collect dust in the corner and won't be of use after a while. Then, my sister comes and starts reading it. I'm more comfortable with using an blog because I don't run of space, I get to stay anonymous and I'm inspired to go on making entries since people read these (I hope).

That's about it for my introduction, so hello, world!